Slava.

One of those holiday's no one has ever heard of because only Serbians have them and they are all on different days through out the years. Yeah, I probably had the most fun this night in a while and I reunited with my old bestfriend again. Serbian food, cousins, dancing, singing, pictures, priest. Yeah, I love being serbian so much and these girls that came over. <3

Hair modifications.

So today my friend Lauren and I decided to get undercuts. I'm super nervous about what other people will think, but you know what? They don't even matter. We both love it so we'll just wait and see!

Stretching My Ears

One of the things I have become addicted to and am sort of starting to regret it. I'm now almost at 3/4ths of an inch and all I can tell you is that I need to stop doing this. I love my stretched ears, I really do, but I am so afraid of not being about to get a job. Good thing I've never blown out, but still. If these don't shrink back to normal when I want them too and I have to get them sewn shut i'll be so mad at myself. I love them, but the smell and me being addicted to stretching is bad. real bad. But you know. It's all about being Br00tal. Oh yeah, i'm getting a tattoo in February in memory of my mom too. I'm more than excited for this. <3

Have this shirt, and it's a good choice. <3

The tattoo I want in memory of my mom, but on my foot. She owned a boat and loved anchors. <3

Old Best Friend~

Old bets friend,
Yes I know you can't read this, but I am still going to write it. You were my best friend and everything broke us  apart and we both know it. We said said stupid stuff that I regret and you probably don't. You know, that after all this happened i'll still be here for you. I always said that. Remember Warped Tour and how close we were? i want that again. It's dub, that I don't want to apologize to you because I know you won;t listen, but that's okay. Elaine Knizek, you were there for me when my mom died and stayed at my house. I thank you so much for that. Everything that you go through whether we're friends or not i'll be here for you. No matter what. and when people ask me why we aren't always together, I say we're not friends, but you want to know what else I say? I say that through it all that you were there for me and i'll always be there for you. Let's stop talking crap about each other, become civil. I'm not saying that everything should go back to the way it was, but civil would be nice. You maybe can't read this, but if you ever do...
I love you old best friend. I'm a phone call or message away. <3

December<3

Ah, concerts in the winter time. This just so happens to be Mayday Parade. I love them oh so much. <3 Sometimes I swear i'm addicted to concerts. Actually, I'm pretty sure I am. Moshing is my passion and music is my pride. This has nothing to do with anything. Well, this is Mayday Parade. I love them and I love shows. <3